I need some self confidnce. how do i get it?

I feel fat all the ime no joke. i have larger legs but a small stomache and i feel way out of porportion. i am a figure skater and skate 4 times a week so im active and i eat pretty healthy xpecially with giving up sweets for lent, i have recently started running and doing th sti stepper but i remain the ame weight... i look in the miror and sometimes want to cry at what im seeing.